I'm too tired, too let down, too exhausted, both physically and mentally. had 4 new workers today and i had to "train" them personally. i was rather disappointed, as the HR manager, i failed to see the negative motive of these youth to come work for me..
what's worst, one decided it would be nice to ask me for the other girl's number, claiming that he wanted to get to know her better, well, i did say everyone there is their colleague, but i didn't mention to mix only with ONE particular person. odd isn't it?
whatever the case, i had eyes watching the new people and reporting to me. I'm gonna fire afew because i only need serious people who are willing to work for money, I'm not hiring people who are serious to meet new people and getting paid. NO!
I guess i do find out alittle about myself today, I'm the type of person who needs to constantly work to get my mind off stupid stuffs. Everyone around me in "introducing" girls over to me, but what they fail to notice is, i don't just go for girls because they have looks...or whatever features they have at initial appearance...
I'm just so tired, i really need more sleep, will be editing my final work tomorrow night, and hopefully after i submit the report on monday, I'll be able to reduce the stress level to around 70%. Right now it's 250% stress level and it's slowly killing me from the inside..
Somehow I might just be cause in a series of, how do i say it, confusing decisions, but not likely needing to make an actual decision right away, but well, it's still tough for me, I don't feel safe either spitting it out, although I know that it's more of a secret blog..
Whatever the case, I really hope my stress level can continue to drop till maybe 20%? I'll do an update again soon..for now, I must first concentrate on what is the most essential things before I go on to the not so important stuff..
(see, when I'm stress, I type lots of rubbish and meaningless stuff, but it makes me feel better )
Signing off..