So this is what my life is about, making money and nothing else. it seems like i'm stupid enough not to go out into the world to enjoy myself, like everyone else is doing. The best moments in my life is spending time in front of the piano, while people seem to have many other choices, so...am i really that lifeless?
i asked myself this questions numerous times, and sure enough, at certain times i do agree, but mainly, i feel this is what i am afterall, i wasn't born to have so much fun, wasn't born to have much friends.....speaking of friends, i would love to list down the people who have significantly made a difference in my life so far, i cant thank these people more than enough...so here's a toast to these kind souls :
Neo Shu Li
From the time i knew you, you were marvelous, you cared for your friends equally (from my view). i remembered the time when i was having my attachments, in the IT show, knowing i was starving, you specially made cookies and bought some food and specially came down to my booth to pass it to me. i was speechless, i felt a thank you was too simple.
well, that wasn't the end, you also continued to hear me out when i felt troubled. I knew there were times when you met me, you were just too tired, so sorry about it but, yes thank you once again. I never knew much about you, but the times we spend sitting down and talking, it made me understand more about you, don't get me wrong, but i treat you as a close friend..
For that, i hope my little present as a friend can display half of my appreciation to you.
He Jiayi
It's never because you were my ex-girlfriend that made a major impact. it was the kindness and care in you that made me look into a different direction. you changed me in many ways, you accepted the fact that i am a junk food lover and even took the time to make a card for me to "redeem" potato chips as i wish.
I kept my promises even though sometimes i delayed them. It was never about the love that made me wanna care for you, it was what i see that made me do it. Though i dare admit I lost feelings for you, but never once i lost the feeling to care. you're like a close friend i never wanna lose. I hope the coming present will do much good to heal that gap.
Wille
Though many people never knew who you are, let me do a brief explanation. I met wille when i was doing Singtel roadshow 3years back as a part timer working at his shop. I don't wanna reveal too much information because well, i'm a very secretive guy. so that's all..He's my business partner, friend.
I closed my previous business because of a heavy downfall, well not really, i lost opportunity to grab the market in time because of my studies, you saw the talent in me and gave me an opportunity to do business with you. It's not official that the business is up, but i really hope we can help each other out, make money and yea, thanks again for everything...
Dominic
17 years of friendship and counting, tell me, how can i ever miss you out? We've been through so much shit together, and you've actually endured all my shitty, whacky, wild business ideas, and managed to pull through with me with high profits. Thank you so much. You invested heavily on my business but i never fail to return profit, i guess that's just fair right?
Money, it never occurs to me that i'll ever need to deal with money together with you. afterall, you are the study nerd, I'm the practical guy. I guess maybe we should start another business together after you come out to work. It'll be fun!
Like i said, it's these people that made me who i am today, without them, i might not be where i am today, all of them helped me through, and i managed to pull through.
Oh wait, I never did miss anyone out, because i never forgets. Most people around me are just there to "use" me. well, i'm never too sure about their intentions, but most of them either find me to kill time with SMS, OR, some other stuffs.. It's takes alot of time and hard work to be close to me, but trust me, it's not about hard work all the time that makes things successful, it's about commitment.
All i can say is, it's easy to feel "close" to me, but to actually have me feel close to you takes time. For now, i'll go have some rest, maybe ignoring some people i'm starting to dislike...there we go! :)
Signing off...